Suffering due to inconsistency

We all have a task defined for now, next hour, day, week and over the years. Some of them get added or replaced and some are completed over the years, as we live.

Our quest for Happiness is an universal objective in every task we do. If the task at hand was planned and executed with conscious effort, it’s accomplishment is sure to make us happy. Though, if done unconsciously will produce same result, is a research interest of mine.

As a so called rationalist professional, I am struggling to justify myself each action/task that I do; it’s relevance; it’s measured outcome as such.

I know the answer lies in ‘consistency’. I also know that I suffer due to inconsistency.